It's Me, Luvtanya

stumbled upon this quote while pinning in pinterest and somehow it just fits. i just turned a year older last month and realized that this year i have been super picky. like wtf is that? i hardly go out nowadays, i choose people whom i wanna spend my time with, i appreciate more of my me-time, i love even more my us-time (with LVDV of course, who else!) and at some point im sometimes really quiet on social media platforms. i sound old dont i? LOLs.  i like to think of it as ive evolved. u know, changed in good way to become more powerful and stronger. now i sound like a pokemon or something plak dah. but i dont have to elaborate much u guys understand right? im not lost or anything like that. i just changed. and i love my change and im going to embrace it.  it's already half a year (with me only posting 2 posts...urgh!) and it's all good. even-though there are some issues that needs extra attention, i am still in believe that something good will come out of it s...

it's always the case, when u need to rely on something so much, that thing just had to disappoint you...and in my case, it made me face the day dengan muka selamba. LOLs. so here's what happened to me: monday morning woke up with dengan selaput taik mata dekat mata kanan. dalam hati dah terdetik, oh no adakah i ols sakit mata? but since it was the first day of the week, so kita pon berfikiran positive la kan....cannot be la. must be my eyes were too tired last night sebab main Gardenscape lama sangat on the phone. husnuzon, konon. all day my eyes were red. went to the pharmacy and the pharmacists said confirm sakit mata. seshhh...mesti berjangkit from mama. on saturday i brought her to the clinic sebab sakit mata. confirmlah berjangkit walaupon i already said the mantra 'kau sakit mata, aku sakit b***t' ..arwah nenek punya petua. Hehe..Pharmacists kata 'you ahh cannot wear lenses for at least 1 week straight okay?' ...sis akur. mata nak pakai lama kan....

is it just me or memang everytime approaching new year everyone tetiba datang rajin nak blog something. and by something means your-konon-upcoming-resolutions-for-next-year. okay fine, i admit. it's just me actually. gosh! last year, i was a week early. this year, sort of a month! amik kau. haha. apakah? actually i drafted this piece early in December tapi half way je. sekarang baru datang mood nak sambung. apakah nak jadi dengan kau Tania oiii...smh. every single year ive been saying 'this year has been crazy' . honestly, im just saying the truth sebab it is. technically, it's crazier than the previous year. i mean, i don't think there will ever be a year where ill say. 'this year is okay-okay je la. biasa2 jerrrr' ..nope. not gonna happen. sebab every year is not okay. ada je kejadian. and it's like that because that's just how life is.  2017 has marked as one of the many sad moments. lost a few souls that was very very very VERY close to...

ive passed the 100days. alhamdulillah. i am proud of myself, im literally giving myself a pat on the back. haha. i still get questions like "this is for real ke babe?" ...and now, i can answer "it's been more than a 100days so im pretty sure, yes...it's for real" you can ask Sue, how much i wanted to berhijab many years back. even before i was with LVDV. but never kuat hati to do so. so along the years, the closest i am to a hijab is kumpul segala tudung mak nenek in a box with an imaginary label ~ to wear one day nanti. even back then, my sisters knew i already pasang niat but they always give me advice; if belom ready tak payah lagi kak nya . I've probably heard this sentence like over 500 times. both of my sisters, started berhijab when i was still in short skirts dresses. i supported them and over the years, i watched how they've evolve becoming such pretty hijabis. dalam hati berbisik, bestnya macam nak jugak. but although im a risk ta...

im usually known as Aunty Meow to kids. well, not my kids. my sister's kids and anak-anak kawan-kawan yang lain. mainly it's because im known to have a house full of cats and i love giving kitty-soft toys as their 1st pressie from me. so yeah, im Aunty Meow.  my two nephews, Afif Aydin and Afkar Amzar (also known as AAboiis in the family) had no problem at all calling me Aunty Meow since they were babies. it just fits you know. but then, came little pwincess niece Asha Ana Tiara.....and she keeps calling me,  "ty neyyyy!" >>> AUNTY NENNY!  i gasp! No Asha! No! Aunty Meow, say Aunty Meow. "ty neyyy!"  #facepalm..at times i feel like singing 'i-got-it-from-my-momma' song u know. it's pretty normal for some people (yang rabun maybe) to say i look like my mom but little niece ACTUALLY stating the obvious is too much man. no matter how many times u correct her, is kenot. i gave her a nickname Tijah Junior sebab she is totall...

so, i've been busy guys. for the past 7 months, i've been busy. so busy i feel like slapping myself after realizing my last post was early this year. now, it's 3 months away from new year. errr...i guess the best thing to say is, look how time flies when you have a life kan? #facepalm.  but truth to be told, im hardly "online" anymore. on social media. on whatsapp aku sentiasa online. that's more for work. on average probably, 3 bulan sekali update status on fb, seminggu skali update instagram and selang sehari im on twitter. look how bersawang my blog is? gosh! adakah ini faktor umur? or dah berjangkit from LVDV? dia memang couldn't be bothered with all this stuffs at all. i dunno.  but one thing for sure, im not the same person anymore. online that is. i carefully pick my words nowadays for my captions and statuses. i also carefully choose the pictures of who's who i wanna post online. kalau dulu hentam je, tak pikir. now, not all pictures i...

. . . . . "kangkang dah layu?" I stared at the sentence. Re-reading it a few times trying to figure out. I asked and burst into laughter for about 3 minutes straight. While replying i was still laughing my ass off. . . BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!!! . . . Tia was in Sydney you see. She's like 3hours ahead of us in MY. it's actually pretty normal for us to have late night talks like this but selalunya dia bau bangun and is waiting for Subuh. This time dia baru nak tido. I suspect dia ngantok teroks tapi but she can't seem to sleep. I was pretty much still awake doing some work while trying to win over level 575 Candy Crush Saga. We continued texting after that but in between minutes i still LOL-ed. Too funy at that our of the day. It's either typo sebab jari Tia tembam naw or she was actually quite mamai or it was the damn auto-correct. Hahaha. I didn't even bothered to ask. Too busy mengekek tak hengat. Hahahaha.  ...