It's Me, Luvtanya

ive passed the 100days. alhamdulillah. i am proud of myself, im literally giving myself a pat on the back. haha. i still get questions like "this is for real ke babe?" ...and now, i can answer "it's been more than a 100days so im pretty sure, yes...it's for real" you can ask Sue, how much i wanted to berhijab many years back. even before i was with LVDV. but never kuat hati to do so. so along the years, the closest i am to a hijab is kumpul segala tudung mak nenek in a box with an imaginary label ~ to wear one day nanti. even back then, my sisters knew i already pasang niat but they always give me advice; if belom ready tak payah lagi kak nya . I've probably heard this sentence like over 500 times. both of my sisters, started berhijab when i was still in short skirts dresses. i supported them and over the years, i watched how they've evolve becoming such pretty hijabis. dalam hati berbisik, bestnya macam nak jugak. but although im a risk ta

im usually known as Aunty Meow to kids. well, not my kids. my sister's kids and anak-anak kawan-kawan yang lain. mainly it's because im known to have a house full of cats and i love giving kitty-soft toys as their 1st pressie from me. so yeah, im Aunty Meow.  my two nephews, Afif Aydin and Afkar Amzar (also known as AAboiis in the family) had no problem at all calling me Aunty Meow since they were babies. it just fits you know. but then, came little pwincess niece Asha Ana Tiara.....and she keeps calling me,  "ty neyyyy!" >>> AUNTY NENNY!  i gasp! No Asha! No! Aunty Meow, say Aunty Meow. "ty neyyy!"  #facepalm..at times i feel like singing 'i-got-it-from-my-momma' song u know. it's pretty normal for some people (yang rabun maybe) to say i look like my mom but little niece ACTUALLY stating the obvious is too much man. no matter how many times u correct her, is kenot. i gave her a nickname Tijah Junior sebab she is totall

so, i've been busy guys. for the past 7 months, i've been busy. so busy i feel like slapping myself after realizing my last post was early this year. now, it's 3 months away from new year. errr...i guess the best thing to say is, look how time flies when you have a life kan? #facepalm.  but truth to be told, im hardly "online" anymore. on social media. on whatsapp aku sentiasa online. that's more for work. on average probably, 3 bulan sekali update status on fb, seminggu skali update instagram and selang sehari im on twitter. look how bersawang my blog is? gosh! adakah ini faktor umur? or dah berjangkit from LVDV? dia memang couldn't be bothered with all this stuffs at all. i dunno.  but one thing for sure, im not the same person anymore. online that is. i carefully pick my words nowadays for my captions and statuses. i also carefully choose the pictures of who's who i wanna post online. kalau dulu hentam je, tak pikir. now, not all pictures i

. . . . . "kangkang dah layu?" I stared at the sentence. Re-reading it a few times trying to figure out. I asked and burst into laughter for about 3 minutes straight. While replying i was still laughing my ass off. . . BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!!! . . . Tia was in Sydney you see. She's like 3hours ahead of us in MY. it's actually pretty normal for us to have late night talks like this but selalunya dia bau bangun and is waiting for Subuh. This time dia baru nak tido. I suspect dia ngantok teroks tapi but she can't seem to sleep. I was pretty much still awake doing some work while trying to win over level 575 Candy Crush Saga. We continued texting after that but in between minutes i still LOL-ed. Too funy at that our of the day. It's either typo sebab jari Tia tembam naw or she was actually quite mamai or it was the damn auto-correct. Hahaha. I didn't even bothered to ask. Too busy mengekek tak hengat. Hahahaha. 

The hype was over. Actually we couldn't find any time to go and watch it. Until both lil brothers gave their reviews about the movie, I just had to go jugak-jugak and watch it at the cinema. Loved. Every. Second. Of. It. It wasn't like any other love story. It was deeper than that. For me. There was Sebastian (Ryan Gosling) and Mia (Emma Stone) who kept on bumping into each other lives on different accasions. Dua2 pon confident level tinggi they wouldn't "like" one another. But orang kata, kalau jodoh tak ke mana...they did. There u go, that scene alone had me rolling tears down my cheeks. It didn't make sense (to some people) how flying in between stars and dancing around in the clouds potrayed as falling in love but for me, it did. Yes, im a sucker for that kind of love. Haha. So, then life took over and both had dreams that they wanted to achieve. But life isn't always like we planned it to be. Dreams became just working for a living and