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ive been trying to find some good topics to blog lately. kan kengkonon nak get back on track. then i realised, i have none. how weird is that? then i realised another thing, i also hardly post instagram photos too. wtf?!? what is becoming of me???

nak kata there's nothing interesting happening in my life, that will be a lie. i have stalkers and haters beb. gila kau claim cenggitu? haha. they look forward to whats happening with me. i laugh or i cry. im happy or im sad. they wanna know. eh wait, they know. stalkers kan. but that's besides the point. ive come to conclude i think ive become a private person a bit more for the past months.

ive been travelling. ive been focused on business n opportunities. ive been attending events. ive been watching movies. ive been spending time with my ohanas n my lafamilia. ive been outing with only close friends. im all the time with LVDV. and yet i dont wanna share any of it on social media that much. shessh. that's new. for me. bhahahaha.

but i think, facebook did this to me. almost EVERYONE on facebook is sharing their life online. sampai one point, im too busy reading up whatever everyone else is doing sudahnya aku sendiri malas nak share what i am doing...make sense? now dont let me start on instagram. kalau satu event one is attending and posted about 47 pictures of it...almost feels like im there u know. havent they heard of collage? what? never? okay..unfollow.

but then truth to be told, people change. ive changed. a bit more private...online. and that's okay right? so takde la rasa bersalah sangat bersawang blog aku 6 bulan. haha. i know for sure LVDV would agree on this. dia paling suka kalau orang know nothing at all. -_________-" probably jugak this is just a phase. im self-discovering. im indulging a bit too much in being just an observer kan? who knows?