:: yellow flicker beat ::




im done with it (ohh)
this is the start of how it ever ends
they used to shout my name, now they whisper it
im speeding up and this is the
red, orange yellow flicker beat sparking up my heart
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.
.
.
.
thanks for pissing me off today.
it made me think.
it self-motivated me to be the better person.

after all, 
karma's a bitch,

bitch.




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