It's Me, Luvtanya

. .  . . . we don't talk anymore. and by we, i meant me and u. and by u, i meant my blog. bhahaha. but seriously, was checking out my archive this year i hardly blog pon. teruk-nya la haiiii...i love blogging but what the hell is happening?  no one to blame but myself obviously. im sorry but to be honest this year i have turned into someone who tak-kuasa-nak-post-apa2 on any social media platform. nak sedapkan hati, i truly believe it's a phase. if u dont believe me, guys go and check my instagram. hardly babe. hardly.  for IG i used to post at least once a day. u know, to document a significant moment or thing for the day that makes me happy. now, bukan-nya im not happy, i am... but i tak kuasa. i just don't have the heart to share anything. LVDV said i dah tua. am i really? dia memang selamba blunt. i think i got affected daripada dia. LVDV memang bukan jenis yang post-all-the-time. i am slowly turning into that. *gasp!* oh no!!  i read som...

Time will change you Nothing lasts forever more Tomorrow's all we're living for And lights will blind you Illusions keep you wanting more Just look past revolving doors To find what's real Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life Love will change you No matter if you stay with them You'll never be the same again You've shown me magic Highs I've never felt before Memories that I thank you for From deep in my soul Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life I'm a survivor I'm a survivor I'm a survivor Dear life Sometimes it hurts you Maybe it's a lesson learned To bring my feet back to this earth To find what's real ...

Salam Ramadhan. i know it's more than half-way through but tetap nak wish. i dont care. hehe. finding time to sit and blog properly is such a headache lately. i sometimes think i lost track of time hence the salam-ramadhan-dihujung-almost-bulan but most of the time im pretty sure i keep everything well planned. and obviously, plan tak pernah menjadi. oh well. life. what made this Ramadhan different from before was the fact i was given the opportunity, Alhamdulillah, to be a part of an awesome cult. okay kidding. takde la cult....gilo kau! it's more like a friendship-team collabration. we did Sempoi Iftar 2016 and created Sempoi Charity dengan secara tak sengaja. you know how sometimes orang cakap borak kosong means nothing? i beg to differ. our borak kosong menjadik wehh! i feel very grateful. truly i am. Sempoi Iftar 2016 was a majlis buka puasa with anak2 yatim Rumah Tunas Harapan Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Kuala Selangor. before iftar sesh besides doing some activities, we...

last Friday was just another Friday for us. bangun pagi, tapau breakfast and head on bukak kedai. me and LVDV then went straight to Publika to do our laundry pick-up. (yes, we do laundry delivery door-to-door okay!) on the way back, we saw 3 backpackers on the highway trying to get a ride. u know somewhere near Pusat Sains Negara tu. we drove by like any other cars who didnt stop. the i blurted out breaking the silence in the car, "kesian diaorang kan? macam takde je orang yang stop" ..LVDV then said "tu lah, i pon pikir benda sama. kita u-turn lah" ...i swear, im so lucky to have a partner who has the same thinking as me. so, we u-turned twice and caught up with them.  rolled down the car window and asked, "hi. where are u guys heading?" ..one of them answered, "Melacca" and we we're like "okay, we'll drop u off at the nearest bus or train station" . the other one then menyampuk " no. no bus. no train. by road to ...

. . . this conversation took place about an hour ago.  but aku still blom move on gelak. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! that's my Maksu by the way. and this is pretty much quite a normal dialog between us. terus hilang mengantuk aku petang-petang nie. haha. if u wanna see her in person,  sila lah jenguk Meet2Eat at Laman Selera Stadium Kampung @ Kg. Baru. she's there everyday. sebut je Maksu. orang yang paling blur kat situ - that's her. LOL. im yet to blog about her food-place. selalu lupa.  bila teringat about it usually pinggan dah licin. soon laa ekk? but everyone can follow their ig @meettwoeat k! . . . nak sambung gelak about Aunty June sat. bye!

ever since with LVDV, my "cousins" has grown into a bigger family-tie. i often refer them as my sepapats . last weekend, one of them tied the knot! alhamdulillah... majlis went well. and by well i meant everyone behaved so bagus that it was such a smooth sailing event with probably really minor hiccups. but seriously, who knew co-hosting a wedding was such a hectic thing! (we totally knocked-out after majlis.haha). macam biasalah, selaku sepapats yang paling matured, i had my kememe moment during akad nikah. since we're on the groom-side, elok je Tok Kadi said 'sah.alhamdulillah' and angkat tangan for berdoa...aku angkat tangan tutup muka sebab ayaq mata dah takleh nak stop mengalir. haha. pusing muka sket nak coverline konon then ter-tentang mata ngan one of the Aunt, she terus nanges plak. adoiii...mama nieeeee.  at least she had a tissue in her hand. i just had to belasah my tudung lap hingus. -_______-" we had a whole year of planning....and if u r...

i fell in love with the song. we had to drove 2 cars for a few days so it's pretty normal when i drive alone, my playlist will be the one yang teman me. radio off. and this was on repeat. nak kata rindu kat LVDV yang tengah drive blakang me karang muntah pulak ye dok? haha. but then i realized one thing about RINDU.  it's always the first thing. bila start a new relationship, rindu is the first thing kita rasa dalam hati. kita rindu orang tu if tak jumpa or call or text. bila ada rasa rindu tu laa..we feel as-if we're in love. sebab rindu will make u realize adanya feeling sayang tu. and... bila the same relationship is on the rocks, rindu is the first thing yang akan hilang. kita takkan rasa apa-apa when the person is in absence. kita tak heran langsung pon actually. sebab kita dah tak rindu at all. no rindu no relationship. that's a fact. rindu is a serious matter.  have u ever rindu someone sampai nanges? one of my friend recently called me...