Luvtanya Writes

 Assalamualaikum, hi korangs!  Lama ekkkkkkkkkk......*smirk-face* Should I do a recap of what has been happening for the past 3 years of me not blogging? Maybe i should la kan? But not in this entry lah.  This one, I'm blogging at 5.45am. Why? Sebab i finally cleared out my working desk. Yes. I literally ignored my working desk yang teramat lah semaknya for the past ermm....one and a half year. Apo. It has always been some random cafes table as my working desk. U know with coffee by the side and probably a slice of cake or a basket of fries. But this year since I foresee, I will be more 'at home', therefore terpaksa rajinkan dirilah untuk kemas and make space. It took me half a day but at least it's finally done. Semoga kerajinan itu diteruskan untuk hari-hari yang mendatang. #wishfulthinking By the way, Happy 2026 korang!  How was your New Year celebration? As usual I was home. Following the usual tradition for the past 13 years. The unusual part - alone. That's ne...

ive passed the 100days. alhamdulillah. i am proud of myself, im literally giving myself a pat on the back. haha. i still get questions like "this is for real ke babe?" ...and now, i can answer "it's been more than a 100days so im pretty sure, yes...it's for real" you can ask Sue, how much i wanted to berhijab many years back. even before i was with LVDV. but never kuat hati to do so. so along the years, the closest i am to a hijab is kumpul segala tudung mak nenek in a box with an imaginary label ~ to wear one day nanti. even back then, my sisters knew i already pasang niat but they always give me advice; if belom ready tak payah lagi kak nya . I've probably heard this sentence like over 500 times. both of my sisters, started berhijab when i was still in short skirts dresses. i supported them and over the years, i watched how they've evolve becoming such pretty hijabis. dalam hati berbisik, bestnya macam nak jugak. but although im a risk ta...

Time will change you Nothing lasts forever more Tomorrow's all we're living for And lights will blind you Illusions keep you wanting more Just look past revolving doors To find what's real Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life Love will change you No matter if you stay with them You'll never be the same again You've shown me magic Highs I've never felt before Memories that I thank you for From deep in my soul Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life I'm a survivor I'm a survivor I'm a survivor Dear life Sometimes it hurts you Maybe it's a lesson learned To bring my feet back to this earth To find what's real ...