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 Assalamualaikum korang. Selamat Hari Raya! It's still Syawal...well, the balance of it. Maaf zahir & batin la ya..kalau ada. Kalau takde, alhamdulillah. Hehe.  By the way, it's 3.09am right now. And I am still wide awake. What's new la kann.. this year sumpah timing tido lari teroks weh. Makin lama makin lambat. I'm like literally killing myself slowly (so I read somewhere). I sleep late yet I wake up early. On average I sleep lebih kurang only 4-5 hours je daily. Unless when I'm having a busy day or a draining energy kinda day, then yes, pukul 10pm sis dah tumbang. This is unhealthy I know that but tu laaa.... will try my best to fix it. How does one goes to bed at 9ish pm? ajar sat... So...some updates. I'm no longer in my angry mode gais. Lols. I think it's probably I finally got rid of this one person from my circle. I am now somewhat calm. A bit. Dah tak marah-marah dah. Last time aku punya anger memang rasa nak tikam orang weh. Literally everyday,...

 Assalamualaikum, hi korangs!  Lama ekkkkkkkkkk......*smirk-face* Should I do a recap of what has been happening for the past 3 years of me not blogging? Maybe i should la kan? But not in this entry lah.  This one, I'm blogging at 5.45am. Why? Sebab i finally cleared out my working desk. Yes. I literally ignored my working desk yang teramat lah semaknya for the past ermm....one and a half year. Apo. It has always been some random cafes table as my working desk. U know with coffee by the side and probably a slice of cake or a basket of fries. But this year since I foresee, I will be more 'at home', therefore terpaksa rajinkan dirilah untuk kemas and make space. It took me half a day but at least it's finally done. Semoga kerajinan itu diteruskan untuk hari-hari yang mendatang. #wishfulthinking By the way, Happy 2026 korang!  How was your New Year celebration? As usual I was home. Following the usual tradition for the past 13 years. The unusual part - alone. That's ne...

 Assalamualaikum! Hi korangs.  I am currently at the point of thinking to create my own podcast. Should I? This is not new, it has been a while in my head. Cuma i haven't found the courage to start. Sis kan sejenis suka procastinate. Heh. LVDV keeps saying i like to talk a lot. Sometimes I don't even know when to stop. Haha. And ohemmgeeee the amount of teas people are spilling to me is......let's just say i don't tadah using cups. I usually use jugs. LOLs. What do you guys think? Proceed? I need feedbacks pleaseeee... So, as im blogging this, it's actually a few days away from Eid. I'm taking a break from work in the office kejap. If you're making that pelik face of reading "office" ...yes, im in the office. New office in fact. Just started my journey a couple months ago. Sis reveal soon la eh what I'm doing pulak this time. Hahaha. I know I know I have like almost every month a new thing going on. That's just me guys. I take up opportunit...

 Assalamualaikum korangs. :) Wow. I made it back here. Woohoo!! Anyhoo....how is everybody? I'm fine, thank you. Tak tanya pon sis nak jawab jugak. Hehe. So let me update you on me last year. Latest thing is we finally moved to a new place! ALHAMDULILLAH. It's back to just me and LVDV again. It was sudden but I guess we needed that sudden of moment. I shall not elaborate much (it's best that I don't) but all I'm saying in the end everything is okay. Well, more than okay. Because I'm super happy!!! Things happen for a reason after all kan? Just nak mentioned lah I now have that KLCC city view from the comfort of my balcony. Nice eh? This place I'll call it Baytuna, it means 'our house' in Arabic. No house warming party (yet...) , but if you wanna come over let me know. I'll cook. Boleh request menu kalau nak dengan syarat bawak bahan sendiri. Haaa gituhh.  I also moved mama closer to me. She's like living 5 minutes away je. And I see her more...

Assalamualaikum korangs.  i'm just gonna be straight forward about things this year. i think im gonna cancel January. bole ke gitu? bhahahahahahaha. kita anggap je la Jan nie as a trial month. training of some sort. can ah?  okay fine. kidding. Happy 2022 korangs! **waving hard** i started my first day of the year with....diarrhea. tak kelakar kau tahu tak! going in and out of the toilet every 10-15 mins for 2 days was exhausting. no idea what i ate. but it was horrible. i actually said sorry to my tummy and bonbons for having them go through such excruciating moments. it makes you sad tau knowing you hurt your body. tapi...although dehydrated sis cuba gak la husnuzon. kan dah pesan berkali-kali kene sentiasa bersangka baik. sis bersangka it is God's way of telling me, it's time to jaga makan this year jangan main bedal je sebab you are not getting younger. and on top of that pemalas nak exercise. so this is a reminder. gitu la konon-nya my prasangka. sis terima seada-nya. ...

assalam, like always, before i start babbling i'll read my previous posts. and the irony of my early paragraphs just made me  LOL-ed sorang2. what was i thinking. obviously that vision DID NOT happen. as a matter of fact, it went totally the opposite gaisss....HAHAHAHAHA. and then i EWW-ed sendiri. apo! oh hi korangs. it's still 2021. i made it back here. good eh?  as everyone knows, pandemic happened. yes, damn you COVID19! i said it many times and im gonna say it again, this past year paling selalu ucap takziah to family, friends and even strangers. it has been an eye opener year but inshaAllah we will survive this era. alhamdulillah, things are getting better by day. almost everyone is vaccinated and with the smallest hope and faith we must trust Him. God Al-Mighty. my prayers goes to everyone who is effected. BIG HUGS for u people.  as for me, update - i resigned last month. everyone keeps asking why? in short let me just tell u, demi kesihatan mental and physical. th...

Assalam. It's already March 2020. im super late this year. Haha. yang paling tak boleh blah sekali is that i actually blogged once in 2019. omg, ONCE! one time jer! dah kenapaaaaaaaa.... as much as i miss blogging, nampaknya i couldn't find time to do so. haih. rasa macam disappointed dengan diri sendiri. a bit. but then again, let's move on shall we? so, what's happening since last year til now for me? as of this month, im celebrating my 1st year as a Coway Lady. apparently, it's hard to say this but i think i actually love this job. surprise surprise huh? 6 months down the road into it i managed to qualify to their Cody Jump Up program. which means for my batch, im among the best 30% nationwide who was lucky to be chosen. got super excited sebab siap dapat cert. lols. i know, sis mudah terhibur sekarang. i hope in another year i will move up jadi a Cody Manager. next goal gituh. hence saying that, for those who are reading kalau korang need any advice or assi...

Hi guys! Assalammualaikum! im still alive! hahahahaha! You know how every year i start my intro with how long ive been away from this blog and what not? well, not gonna happen this year.  ive just watched Vivy's NY vlog and when she mentioned about how we should concentrate more on the good stuffs that happened in the past year rather than the meltdowns, i thought "hell yeah! that's sooooo gonna be my first blog post all about in 2019!". im gonna share 5 moments/things that i wanna remember most in 2018, good times moments of course. though i probably have more than 5 la obviously but hey i dont wanna be so self-absorbed bitch. duhh!  #1 - my Ohanas are back for good alhamdulillah, 2018 brought everyone back to MY. they left kampong SYD and balik ke kampong KL for good. even papa, ummi and lil baby sis Adriana is back in KL for good. like welcome home everybody!!!!! hahaha. 2018 is probably the year i gather with my siblings the most and it feels good ...

stumbled upon this quote while pinning in pinterest and somehow it just fits. i just turned a year older last month and realized that this year i have been super picky. like wtf is that? i hardly go out nowadays, i choose people whom i wanna spend my time with, i appreciate more of my me-time, i love even more my us-time (with LVDV of course, who else!) and at some point im sometimes really quiet on social media platforms. i sound old dont i? LOLs.  i like to think of it as ive evolved. u know, changed in good way to become more powerful and stronger. now i sound like a pokemon or something plak dah. but i dont have to elaborate much u guys understand right? im not lost or anything like that. i just changed. and i love my change and im going to embrace it.  it's already half a year (with me only posting 2 posts...urgh!) and it's all good. even-though there are some issues that needs extra attention, i am still in believe that something good will come out of it s...

it's always the case, when u need to rely on something so much, that thing just had to disappoint you...and in my case, it made me face the day dengan muka selamba. LOLs. so here's what happened to me: monday morning woke up with dengan selaput taik mata dekat mata kanan. dalam hati dah terdetik, oh no adakah i ols sakit mata? but since it was the first day of the week, so kita pon berfikiran positive la kan....cannot be la. must be my eyes were too tired last night sebab main Gardenscape lama sangat on the phone. husnuzon, konon. all day my eyes were red. went to the pharmacy and the pharmacists said confirm sakit mata. seshhh...mesti berjangkit from mama. on saturday i brought her to the clinic sebab sakit mata. confirmlah berjangkit walaupon i already said the mantra 'kau sakit mata, aku sakit b***t' ..arwah nenek punya petua. Hehe..Pharmacists kata 'you ahh cannot wear lenses for at least 1 week straight okay?' ...sis akur. mata nak pakai lama kan....

is it just me or memang everytime approaching new year everyone tetiba datang rajin nak blog something. and by something means your-konon-upcoming-resolutions-for-next-year. okay fine, i admit. it's just me actually. gosh! last year, i was a week early. this year, sort of a month! amik kau. haha. apakah? actually i drafted this piece early in December tapi half way je. sekarang baru datang mood nak sambung. apakah nak jadi dengan kau Tania oiii...smh. every single year ive been saying 'this year has been crazy' . honestly, im just saying the truth sebab it is. technically, it's crazier than the previous year. i mean, i don't think there will ever be a year where ill say. 'this year is okay-okay je la. biasa2 jerrrr' ..nope. not gonna happen. sebab every year is not okay. ada je kejadian. and it's like that because that's just how life is.  2017 has marked as one of the many sad moments. lost a few souls that was very very very VERY close to...

ive passed the 100days. alhamdulillah. i am proud of myself, im literally giving myself a pat on the back. haha. i still get questions like "this is for real ke babe?" ...and now, i can answer "it's been more than a 100days so im pretty sure, yes...it's for real" you can ask Sue, how much i wanted to berhijab many years back. even before i was with LVDV. but never kuat hati to do so. so along the years, the closest i am to a hijab is kumpul segala tudung mak nenek in a box with an imaginary label ~ to wear one day nanti. even back then, my sisters knew i already pasang niat but they always give me advice; if belom ready tak payah lagi kak nya . I've probably heard this sentence like over 500 times. both of my sisters, started berhijab when i was still in short skirts dresses. i supported them and over the years, i watched how they've evolve becoming such pretty hijabis. dalam hati berbisik, bestnya macam nak jugak. but although im a risk ta...

im usually known as Aunty Meow to kids. well, not my kids. my sister's kids and anak-anak kawan-kawan yang lain. mainly it's because im known to have a house full of cats and i love giving kitty-soft toys as their 1st pressie from me. so yeah, im Aunty Meow.  my two nephews, Afif Aydin and Afkar Amzar (also known as AAboiis in the family) had no problem at all calling me Aunty Meow since they were babies. it just fits you know. but then, came little pwincess niece Asha Ana Tiara.....and she keeps calling me,  "ty neyyyy!" >>> AUNTY NENNY!  i gasp! No Asha! No! Aunty Meow, say Aunty Meow. "ty neyyy!"  #facepalm..at times i feel like singing 'i-got-it-from-my-momma' song u know. it's pretty normal for some people (yang rabun maybe) to say i look like my mom but little niece ACTUALLY stating the obvious is too much man. no matter how many times u correct her, is kenot. i gave her a nickname Tijah Junior sebab she is totall...

so, i've been busy guys. for the past 7 months, i've been busy. so busy i feel like slapping myself after realizing my last post was early this year. now, it's 3 months away from new year. errr...i guess the best thing to say is, look how time flies when you have a life kan? #facepalm.  but truth to be told, im hardly "online" anymore. on social media. on whatsapp aku sentiasa online. that's more for work. on average probably, 3 bulan sekali update status on fb, seminggu skali update instagram and selang sehari im on twitter. look how bersawang my blog is? gosh! adakah ini faktor umur? or dah berjangkit from LVDV? dia memang couldn't be bothered with all this stuffs at all. i dunno.  but one thing for sure, im not the same person anymore. online that is. i carefully pick my words nowadays for my captions and statuses. i also carefully choose the pictures of who's who i wanna post online. kalau dulu hentam je, tak pikir. now, not all pictures i...

. . . . . "kangkang dah layu?" I stared at the sentence. Re-reading it a few times trying to figure out. I asked and burst into laughter for about 3 minutes straight. While replying i was still laughing my ass off. . . BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA!!! . . . Tia was in Sydney you see. She's like 3hours ahead of us in MY. it's actually pretty normal for us to have late night talks like this but selalunya dia bau bangun and is waiting for Subuh. This time dia baru nak tido. I suspect dia ngantok teroks tapi but she can't seem to sleep. I was pretty much still awake doing some work while trying to win over level 575 Candy Crush Saga. We continued texting after that but in between minutes i still LOL-ed. Too funy at that our of the day. It's either typo sebab jari Tia tembam naw or she was actually quite mamai or it was the damn auto-correct. Hahaha. I didn't even bothered to ask. Too busy mengekek tak hengat. Hahahaha.  ...

The hype was over. Actually we couldn't find any time to go and watch it. Until both lil brothers gave their reviews about the movie, I just had to go jugak-jugak and watch it at the cinema. Loved. Every. Second. Of. It. It wasn't like any other love story. It was deeper than that. For me. There was Sebastian (Ryan Gosling) and Mia (Emma Stone) who kept on bumping into each other lives on different accasions. Dua2 pon confident level tinggi they wouldn't "like" one another. But orang kata, kalau jodoh tak ke mana...they did. There u go, that scene alone had me rolling tears down my cheeks. It didn't make sense (to some people) how flying in between stars and dancing around in the clouds potrayed as falling in love but for me, it did. Yes, im a sucker for that kind of love. Haha. So, then life took over and both had dreams that they wanted to achieve. But life isn't always like we planned it to be. Dreams became just working for a living and ...

last year 48 hours ahead. this year it's a week ahead of 2017. i really wanna say it's an improvement but in my head im shouting to myself "improvement WAK LUU!!" ... i swear that is my other Gemini side. LOL. i am concluding my 2016 as a year full of drama. amazingly none are from me. hahaha. tahun ni tak sedikit pon ku melatah. it's either i couldn't care less or old is catching up on me. either way, kesemua drama2 itu telah membuka mata dan mendewasakan ku. cewah. some menyakitkan hati, some made me laughed my ass off and some had me crying inside for days. some lupa and move on. some had me rolling my eyes often. some left me speechless. yet also some bila triggered balik dia punya geram boleh buat rasa nak caruts berbakul-bakul. life is full of surprises kan?  work and business macam roller coaster. the swings and up & downs are very unpredictable. it's a challenge i tell you. to be honest, at moments memang ada rasa nak give up b...

. .  . . . we don't talk anymore. and by we, i meant me and u. and by u, i meant my blog. bhahaha. but seriously, was checking out my archive this year i hardly blog pon. teruk-nya la haiiii...i love blogging but what the hell is happening?  no one to blame but myself obviously. im sorry but to be honest this year i have turned into someone who tak-kuasa-nak-post-apa2 on any social media platform. nak sedapkan hati, i truly believe it's a phase. if u dont believe me, guys go and check my instagram. hardly babe. hardly.  for IG i used to post at least once a day. u know, to document a significant moment or thing for the day that makes me happy. now, bukan-nya im not happy, i am... but i tak kuasa. i just don't have the heart to share anything. LVDV said i dah tua. am i really? dia memang selamba blunt. i think i got affected daripada dia. LVDV memang bukan jenis yang post-all-the-time. i am slowly turning into that. *gasp!* oh no!!  i read som...

Time will change you Nothing lasts forever more Tomorrow's all we're living for And lights will blind you Illusions keep you wanting more Just look past revolving doors To find what's real Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life Love will change you No matter if you stay with them You'll never be the same again You've shown me magic Highs I've never felt before Memories that I thank you for From deep in my soul Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life I'm a survivor I'm a survivor I'm a survivor Dear life Sometimes it hurts you Maybe it's a lesson learned To bring my feet back to this earth To find what's real ...

Salam Ramadhan. i know it's more than half-way through but tetap nak wish. i dont care. hehe. finding time to sit and blog properly is such a headache lately. i sometimes think i lost track of time hence the salam-ramadhan-dihujung-almost-bulan but most of the time im pretty sure i keep everything well planned. and obviously, plan tak pernah menjadi. oh well. life. what made this Ramadhan different from before was the fact i was given the opportunity, Alhamdulillah, to be a part of an awesome cult. okay kidding. takde la cult....gilo kau! it's more like a friendship-team collabration. we did Sempoi Iftar 2016 and created Sempoi Charity dengan secara tak sengaja. you know how sometimes orang cakap borak kosong means nothing? i beg to differ. our borak kosong menjadik wehh! i feel very grateful. truly i am. Sempoi Iftar 2016 was a majlis buka puasa with anak2 yatim Rumah Tunas Harapan Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Kuala Selangor. before iftar sesh besides doing some activities, we...