It's Me, Luvtanya

stumbled upon this quote while pinning in pinterest and somehow it just fits. i just turned a year older last month and realized that this year i have been super picky. like wtf is that? i hardly go out nowadays, i choose people whom i wanna spend my time with, i appreciate more of my me-time, i love even more my us-time (with LVDV of course, who else!) and at some point im sometimes really quiet on social media platforms. i sound old dont i? LOLs.  i like to think of it as ive evolved. u know, changed in good way to become more powerful and stronger. now i sound like a pokemon or something plak dah. but i dont have to elaborate much u guys understand right? im not lost or anything like that. i just changed. and i love my change and im going to embrace it.  it's already half a year (with me only posting 2 posts...urgh!) and it's all good. even-though there are some issues that needs extra attention, i am still in believe that something good will come out of it so

it's always the case, when u need to rely on something so much, that thing just had to disappoint you...and in my case, it made me face the day dengan muka selamba. LOLs. so here's what happened to me: monday morning woke up with dengan selaput taik mata dekat mata kanan. dalam hati dah terdetik, oh no adakah i ols sakit mata? but since it was the first day of the week, so kita pon berfikiran positive la kan....cannot be la. must be my eyes were too tired last night sebab main Gardenscape lama sangat on the phone. husnuzon, konon. all day my eyes were red. went to the pharmacy and the pharmacists said confirm sakit mata. seshhh...mesti berjangkit from mama. on saturday i brought her to the clinic sebab sakit mata. confirmlah berjangkit walaupon i already said the mantra 'kau sakit mata, aku sakit b***t' ..arwah nenek punya petua. Hehe..Pharmacists kata 'you ahh cannot wear lenses for at least 1 week straight okay?' ...sis akur. mata nak pakai lama kan.

is it just me or memang everytime approaching new year everyone tetiba datang rajin nak blog something. and by something means your-konon-upcoming-resolutions-for-next-year. okay fine, i admit. it's just me actually. gosh! last year, i was a week early. this year, sort of a month! amik kau. haha. apakah? actually i drafted this piece early in December tapi half way je. sekarang baru datang mood nak sambung. apakah nak jadi dengan kau Tania oiii...smh. every single year ive been saying 'this year has been crazy' . honestly, im just saying the truth sebab it is. technically, it's crazier than the previous year. i mean, i don't think there will ever be a year where ill say. 'this year is okay-okay je la. biasa2 jerrrr' ..nope. not gonna happen. sebab every year is not okay. ada je kejadian. and it's like that because that's just how life is.  2017 has marked as one of the many sad moments. lost a few souls that was very very very VERY close to