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:: an earlier rise for 2017. konon ::

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last year 48 hours ahead. this year it's a week ahead of 2017. i really wanna say it's an improvement but in my head im shouting to myself "improvement WAK LUU!!" ... i swear that is my other Gemini side. LOL. i am concluding my 2016 as a year full of drama. amazingly none are from me. hahaha. tahun ni tak sedikit pon ku melatah. it's either i couldn't care less or old is catching up on me. either way, kesemua drama2 itu telah membuka mata dan mendewasakan ku. cewah. some menyakitkan hati, some made me laughed my ass off and some had me crying inside for days. some lupa and move on. some had me rolling my eyes often. some left me speechless. yet also some bila triggered balik dia punya geram boleh buat rasa nak caruts berbakul-bakul. life is full of surprises kan?  work and business macam roller coaster. the swings and up & downs are very unpredictable. it's a challenge i tell you. to be honest, at moments memang ada rasa nak give up b

:: we don't talk anymore ::

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. .  . . . we don't talk anymore. and by we, i meant me and u. and by u, i meant my blog. bhahaha. but seriously, was checking out my archive this year i hardly blog pon. teruk-nya la haiiii...i love blogging but what the hell is happening?  no one to blame but myself obviously. im sorry but to be honest this year i have turned into someone who tak-kuasa-nak-post-apa2 on any social media platform. nak sedapkan hati, i truly believe it's a phase. if u dont believe me, guys go and check my instagram. hardly babe. hardly.  for IG i used to post at least once a day. u know, to document a significant moment or thing for the day that makes me happy. now, bukan-nya im not happy, i am... but i tak kuasa. i just don't have the heart to share anything. LVDV said i dah tua. am i really? dia memang selamba blunt. i think i got affected daripada dia. LVDV memang bukan jenis yang post-all-the-time. i am slowly turning into that. *gasp!* oh no!!  i read somewhere

:: dear life ::

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Time will change you Nothing lasts forever more Tomorrow's all we're living for And lights will blind you Illusions keep you wanting more Just look past revolving doors To find what's real Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life Love will change you No matter if you stay with them You'll never be the same again You've shown me magic Highs I've never felt before Memories that I thank you for From deep in my soul Dear life, am I doing this right? Can you see me tonight Can you help me dear life? And I know that I can't understand What you hold in your hands for me Dear life I'm a survivor I'm a survivor I'm a survivor Dear life Sometimes it hurts you Maybe it's a lesson learned To bring my feet back to this earth To find what's real

:: my Sempoi rezeki ::

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Salam Ramadhan. i know it's more than half-way through but tetap nak wish. i dont care. hehe. finding time to sit and blog properly is such a headache lately. i sometimes think i lost track of time hence the salam-ramadhan-dihujung-almost-bulan but most of the time im pretty sure i keep everything well planned. and obviously, plan tak pernah menjadi. oh well. life. what made this Ramadhan different from before was the fact i was given the opportunity, Alhamdulillah, to be a part of an awesome cult. okay kidding. takde la cult....gilo kau! it's more like a friendship-team collabration. we did Sempoi Iftar 2016 and created Sempoi Charity dengan secara tak sengaja. you know how sometimes orang cakap borak kosong means nothing? i beg to differ. our borak kosong menjadik wehh! i feel very grateful. truly i am. Sempoi Iftar 2016 was a majlis buka puasa with anak2 yatim Rumah Tunas Harapan Tengku Ampuan Rahimah Kuala Selangor. before iftar sesh besides doing some activities, we

:: Kazakhstan backpackers ::

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last Friday was just another Friday for us. bangun pagi, tapau breakfast and head on bukak kedai. me and LVDV then went straight to Publika to do our laundry pick-up. (yes, we do laundry delivery door-to-door okay!) on the way back, we saw 3 backpackers on the highway trying to get a ride. u know somewhere near Pusat Sains Negara tu. we drove by like any other cars who didnt stop. the i blurted out breaking the silence in the car, "kesian diaorang kan? macam takde je orang yang stop" ..LVDV then said "tu lah, i pon pikir benda sama. kita u-turn lah" ...i swear, im so lucky to have a partner who has the same thinking as me. so, we u-turned twice and caught up with them.  rolled down the car window and asked, "hi. where are u guys heading?" ..one of them answered, "Melacca" and we we're like "okay, we'll drop u off at the nearest bus or train station" . the other one then menyampuk " no. no bus. no train. by road to

:: aunty june ::

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. . . this conversation took place about an hour ago.  but aku still blom move on gelak. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! that's my Maksu by the way. and this is pretty much quite a normal dialog between us. terus hilang mengantuk aku petang-petang nie. haha. if u wanna see her in person,  sila lah jenguk Meet2Eat at Laman Selera Stadium Kampung @ Kg. Baru. she's there everyday. sebut je Maksu. orang yang paling blur kat situ - that's her. LOL. im yet to blog about her food-place. selalu lupa.  bila teringat about it usually pinggan dah licin. soon laa ekk? but everyone can follow their ig @meettwoeat k! . . . nak sambung gelak about Aunty June sat. bye!

:: sepapats - wedding ::

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ever since with LVDV, my "cousins" has grown into a bigger family-tie. i often refer them as my sepapats . last weekend, one of them tied the knot! alhamdulillah... majlis went well. and by well i meant everyone behaved so bagus that it was such a smooth sailing event with probably really minor hiccups. but seriously, who knew co-hosting a wedding was such a hectic thing! (we totally knocked-out after majlis.haha). macam biasalah, selaku sepapats yang paling matured, i had my kememe moment during akad nikah. since we're on the groom-side, elok je Tok Kadi said 'sah.alhamdulillah' and angkat tangan for berdoa...aku angkat tangan tutup muka sebab ayaq mata dah takleh nak stop mengalir. haha. pusing muka sket nak coverline konon then ter-tentang mata ngan one of the Aunt, she terus nanges plak. adoiii...mama nieeeee.  at least she had a tissue in her hand. i just had to belasah my tudung lap hingus. -_______-" we had a whole year of planning....and if u r

:: rindu ::

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i fell in love with the song. we had to drove 2 cars for a few days so it's pretty normal when i drive alone, my playlist will be the one yang teman me. radio off. and this was on repeat. nak kata rindu kat LVDV yang tengah drive blakang me karang muntah pulak ye dok? haha. but then i realized one thing about RINDU.  it's always the first thing. bila start a new relationship, rindu is the first thing kita rasa dalam hati. kita rindu orang tu if tak jumpa or call or text. bila ada rasa rindu tu laa..we feel as-if we're in love. sebab rindu will make u realize adanya feeling sayang tu. and... bila the same relationship is on the rocks, rindu is the first thing yang akan hilang. kita takkan rasa apa-apa when the person is in absence. kita tak heran langsung pon actually. sebab kita dah tak rindu at all. no rindu no relationship. that's a fact. rindu is a serious matter.  have u ever rindu someone sampai nanges? one of my friend recently called me

:: mudah terhibur ::

i was told i am a person yang mudah terhibur . when it is a work-related issue, please read as easily distracted. as much as i want to deny it, i will not. sebab memang betol gua memang mudah terhibur pon. haha. but this got me thinking... u see, just because i don't have any office to go to or i work at hours yang suka hati or i choose the days i wanna work or not...people tend to think i don't have any job. technically memang i don't have a job,i have a business. there's a difference u know. i work for myself. build my own business. i don't work for orang lain. or work under anyone. when it comes to involvement of orang lain, it's more like i help other people's business. that's what i usually do. one year after another, i swear...people misjudge me about my work or no-work issue is seriously starting to get on my nerves.  one of my weakness is i tend to grab any opportunity that knocks on my door. when i say any, read as all. be it from baki

:: i feel you MOK ::

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"tak pe laa sayang. kalo u gemok pon i sayang kat u" . . . . . i wanted to slap LVDV's face. -_____-" such a cliche sentence. this was after berairmata dia gelakkan aku sebab i said i feel fat. LOLs. just to make things clear. i was NEVER kurus pon. im already at the state of redha accepting the fact 'kuruih' will never be in my dictionary. im very voluptuous and curvy. recently, i just added chubby and double-chin to my list. pffts. now, makin menjadi-jadi plak which lead me to say i FEEL fat. since i believe in karma a.k.a whatever u say might come back and hit u in the face, so i think for the past few months maybe ada la aku termention some names who looked chubby-er than before. i swear im sorry for calling you 'Mok' Asha...it was your brother's idea actually. :P   it started when recently i felt some pain kat area lutut. (there's also kisah lutut which made LVDV laughed harder. hoh!) been mentioning it to LVDV bu

:: im in good hands ::

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a friend once scolded me for having 'nothing-in-life'. at that time, i was unemployed (quit my last job), i was having relationship issues (major unforgiven behaviour. bitchy me eh? LOL) and i was 32 but i looked like someone who is 45. teruk giler. i felt shitty inside yet being an honest friend she was, her tarbiah wasn't helping at all. i had #GGBEBS but it was managed by Sue so she said that didn't count. i didn't have a house of my own. i didn't have a car of my own. i didn't have a job. i was practically living but not happy. she scolded me like any other bestfriend would. you know, rubbing into my face all the things i didn't wanna hear. comparing them to hers and other friends. i hit rock bottom. did i mention this was on new year's eve? i didn't cry. i said thank you and hugged her before we both went to bed. i didn't sleep at all that night. i keep thinking about what she said. asking me to decide what i want in life. memang la

:: im alive ::

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two post away. then it's February dah. how time flies...errr. now let me tell u my progress 48 days into 2016. i got myself a Snapchat account. bhahahahaha. progressing right?  3years ago, Aishah asked me to download the apps. my first visit to Sydney masa tu. but i did not do it. why oh why. could've been the pioneer kan? shessh! if ure gonna ask why i created an account, dengan jujurnya ill answer probably im sick of facebook and instagram. make sense right? i mean my timeline sucks big time most of the days. so far Snapchat is kinda fun. more like a daily vlog. since it's real-time posts, it's really entertaining actually. kemonnn...watching RubyRose live updates. haih..such an eye pleaser!  ive catched up with some people on my list from previous post. best! i mean, meeting up n catching up with people is an eye opener. had a reunion last week with my SPM-batch from SMTBM. all mommies (except me)..i surely learned a lot about breastfeeding! hahaha. plus

:: rekindle old friendships ::

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its been a week plus in 2016. nothing is as planned. for myself at least. hahahahaha. i have mysteriously been affected with syndrome let everything just go with the flow. in which gave a result of a very malas and un-organized me. wtf. i am struggling to follow my own rules but with much patience and discipline i might just succeed. lulz. started this year with my bunch of good friends. u know the kind of bunch whom love u as who u are. the kind that discuss topics from love stories to yummy food and recipes to try to why ekonomi akan terus meleset this year and what shall we do about it. the kind who reminds you about life savings and about why selalu perlu be the better person no matter how some people will always hurt you. also not to forget, this is also the bunch who is still puzzled over a Vincci handbag. (bhahahahaha!) this topic we may or may not let go...but i personally akan ingat sampai mati. was just talking to my #bestlovefriend Sue the other day. told her i w

:: #moviereview Langit Cinta ::

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let's start 2016 with a movie review shall we? LANGIT CINTA after watching Dilwale, LVDV request nak pergi tengok Langit Cinta. sebab ada Fazura. *rolling-eyes* blom sempat nak krik-krik i said NO. it was almost like an auto-response thingy u know. haha. but then suddenly, my whole ohana wanted to go and watch. -________-" to my defense, i followed the majority. so there you go, took up the whole N row in TGV on the very first day citer tu kuar. it's a love story in Pulau Perindu. lovely island. beautiful sunset. pretty Jah (Fazura) lives with her blind mother (Kak Ogy) and are childhood friends with Budiman (Farid Kamil). one day came Alif (Keith Foo) with his poyo dad. wanted to conquer the island but end up Alif fell in love with Jah. wpon ditentang family, they still got married and of course did not lived happily ever after. nak dijadikan cerita, on the day Jah knew she was expecting their baby, Alif had to leave the kampong sebab his poyo dad w