It's Me, Luvtanya

lately nie kan..people are getting on my nerves. i somehow can relate to the phrase of "the more i get to know poeple, the more i like animals" ...like seriously there's probably 7ribu words mixed up all in my head berkecamuk waiting for the time to spill it out. Yet i havent decided to do that for now...trying my level best to tapis and tapis and tapis ayat-ayat sesuci yang boleh. But so far...still tak brapa suci. so i shaddap la je untuk sementara waktu. im at a point where my bahasa is so blunt even i myself feels like slapping diri sendiri. i try...try...try...note-to-self most of the time sebab takot sangat my own words will come back and haunt me..lebih2 lagi cause i see the cycle that is happening to people around me. mintak selisih malaikat 44 ye! Tapi tu laa...bila diam, makin menjadi perangai mangkuk hayun sekor2 nie. Hoh!! i have a lot in plans tis year...for me, for me n lvdv, for me n lvdv n bestlovefriends..for ohanas, for lafamilia, for my GBS..for busin

before blogging jenguk jap my last post for movie review...it was 6mths ago n ada hati cakap nak catch up with the momentum...bhahahahaha kat diri sendiri. catch up la sgt..puiiihhh. i used to love writing reviews on movies and what happened la deyyy?!?!?! Tis year back again...i hope *crossing fingers* first week of 2014..started off with movie screening Mandela. We lost him a while back and to watch his movie starting off the year is ...inspiring. through out d movie all i could think of was...this man was a village boy out of nowhere yet one day he leads his own country. Ahhh-maaa-zingggg ...terus teringat soklan, what have you done for your country? eone knows im a cendawan-kememe...i tend to cry in almost ALL movies yang ada scene sedih diikuti ngan lagu background menyayat hati...hahaha but tis one was different..i cried (of coz) with both hands holding tissues. BOTH! And it went all sappy all-together memikirkan the world just lost him a while ago. Huwaaaaa....

it's true. no plans is the best plans of all. nampak tak ayat coverline kat situ? hahaha...yeah yeah..i had no ACTUAL plans for new year which ended up awesomely...at home. hambik kauuu...officially a domestic goddess ive turned into kan? i refuse to mengaku it's a faktor umur thingy. kan orang cakap home is where the heart is...last year, i celebrated my bday at home, LVDV's bday pon at home and what is more ohsem to complete new year at home too right? and there was homecooked food...perfecto! 2013 in one word for me would probably be...balanced. i was sad then happy. i was hated then loved. i was scared then brave. i was confused then sure. i lost then gained. and eventho maybe i wish i couldve done some things differently..i accept that it was meant to be this way. i have no regrets. there were times i worry what people would say and then there were moments i just went completely u-think-i-care attitude. there were also moments i wanna hear everything said and then s