It's Me, Luvtanya

finally, a kenduri doa selamat with family at sucasa.micasa. shall we consider this our penutup for 2014? hmmm...i think we shall...  *smiles* this year, macam giler sekejap je rasanya kan? tahu tahu je dah hujung tahun. berapa kerat blogpost je yang sempat i ols coretkan dah tetiba nak kene prepare for azam-baru topik. hehe, as if. last saturday, selepas penat lelah dan semput mengatasi "obstacle" for a few months, we finally dapat tarik nafas lega. semuanya sudah teratur dan diatur dan yang tinggal is only to manage it. alhamdulillah. itu yang terus buat kenduri. for the first time, kenduri yang proper. kalau setakat makan2 biasa memang dah selalu sangat. but this time it was proper kenduri. i smiled in my heart masa baca doa. Tuhan aja yang tahu how overwhelmed i felt. great feeling i tell you. stared at LVDV's glad face was a heartfelt. the best part, LVDV's family came (aunties, uncles n cosins)..loved the house (and the food. ehem, ehem).  nenek also

" the true mark of maturity is when somebody hurts you and you try to understand their situation instead of trying to hurt them back". ..tis appeared on my insta TL. i would assume they are still immature and the only situation i would wanna understand is that they are bloody idiots. u know how rumors travels fast? not this time. it took a while. yet it was somehow meant to be. if it wasnt for LVDV i would've smack the shit out of them already. okay tipu, im not that brutally of a kak long kawasan type. haha. trust me, i never will be. but u get the idea of how mad i am right? but the rumors did took place. and it hurt. scarred me quite deep cuma tinggal nak cry it out. but after  deep thoughts, that crying thing is not gonna happen just cause i have so much respect of my life right now. there's so many things happening at this moment...so many things to be thankful for...so many things to feel blessed for..and maybe just maybe, sakit hati yang satu nie is God

yuhuuuu...i got married! my mom in particular is gonna freak out if she knew. tak pon she'll be like "apa laa u ni Nia" ...but then benda nie small matter so takyah la bagitau mama ye tak? LVDV was like "u nie dah kenapa nak kawen2 bagai?" ...giler emo. bhahahaha. i indeed have the tendency to get married secretly. but hello....baju kawen ropol2 je dah 9k takkan tak nak kepochi? hahahaha. and look at my hasben, cap ke blakang and sunglass kpop bro. btw, his name is Jordan. LVDV selalu bising kalo amik pix i end up mata tutup. im naturally like dat. dalam game pon aku tutup mata. pffts! there you go people, got married in Florence. kelas kau jahh! ini semua angkara soulsistah Shazna. she got me into this. now im hooked. so far attending photoshoots and fashion shows. skali-skala do appearance at parties. kemain lagi kan? i have a shop, a cat, an apartment and a grand house in Miami. gigih siot. so far happily married. but i still go on dates with my

okay. okay. okay. im not gonna lie. sebab lying will just make things worse. right? okay fine. i totally forgot to update. no, i forgot i had a blog. bhahahaha. super lame giler excuse ku tapi at least im not lying.... saw Gyena's blog post on her jalan2 trips kat timeline FB baru laa tersedar diri like "eh, when was the last time i updated mine?" ..bila check hambek kau. bulan 8. rasa macam loser blogger giler. well, im not gonna lie and make promises that i cant keep. semoga lepas nie ku tidak hilang ingatan lagi pada luvtanya.blogspot ini, hehehe. if ure wondering how im doing, syukur alhamdulillah, i am sihat walafiat and kinda busy. a lot has happened and a lot more is gonna happen in the near future. i made a nazar which i have to tunaikan. inshaAllah, i will. so far so good. besides that, im happily ever after with LVDV. we complete each other in a lot of ways. not only we finish each other sentences but we also finish each other's food too. senang

im sorry. i almost forgot i had a blog til the other day in the cinema hall LVDV turned and said ... LVDV - "eh..u lama tak buat movie review kat blog u eh? napa?" ...krik krik....*thinking* ..i replied to my defense.. Me - "haah kann..sebab citer sumer tak best kot...or i tak suka" *phew!* LVDV - "tapi dulu citer best ke tak best ke ..suka ke tak ke u tulis je review?" ....siot. terus menjawab.. Me - " ermm..kan. tapi citer2 yg lately ni o siap tetido so meaning i x suka. so tak paham jalan cerita" nampak tak gigih coverline. it bothered me somehow...macam rasa bersalah dekat blog sendiri. and therefore, hello everyone jom kita review citer Guardian of the Galaxy. heh. in case u dont know, this is a Marvel movie. obviously expect ohsem. on a general level i would say...best. on a personal level i would say...best la jugak not bad. the story is about how orang jahat boleh jadi orang baik secara tak sengaja. it's an A to Z action pack

If i took a later time to blog about this pretty sure this is gonna be under the #throwback segment. Hehehe..last week was crazy busy. This week harapnya everything is as planned. InshaAllah. So ceritanya ke Krabi was to surprisekan bakal pengantin sorang nie, si Zuzu. She's getting married next month...so dia n d other gals had planned for an all-girls getaway...which was perfect for a bachelorette moment! Lama giler plan undercover pasal hal nie...LVDV came up with the idea of wanting to surprisekan Zuzu. After all itu kan bestfriend dia...i can never simpan such a long rahsia from my bff i think. This one took months okay! Since LVDV punya work schedule is as crazy, we had no other choice but to find time to accomodate the dates they've already booked. Last2 we could only join them for just a day but the pre-excitement of surprising Zuzu was more than a day i tell u. Dah beli ticket flights, kene duduk diam2 ..no sharing in fb, no tweeting, no instagram-ing! One after

when a guy, talks about his mother n felt sebak n shed a tear, now that is worth my bergenang airmata too. in other words, he is super sweet n im super kememe actually. hahaha..am talking about Cakra Khan. on stage last week he was telling us about how he wanted to bring his mom along but she couldnt make it..terus dia macam nangis. sobs!sobs! Cakra Khan had his album launching recently at HRC and EraFM was such a genius celebrate sekali in advance Mom's Day. so winners could bring their mom along and Cakra would serenade the mommies singing everyones favorite Mama song. how ohsem is that? and yes..the mothers who came were really extra excited on stage. hahaha..and was good since Cakra was really attentive and the mommies were all such a good sport! a couple of nights before the actual launching, Cakra had a #goshow session at Bora Ombak. naik stage , sang 3 songs n balik. nak tengok the exclusive video kene check it out at EraFM's website. kalau nak tengok the 30sec

i think, superhero yang paling kememe skali so far would definitely be Spiderman. watching the movie screening yesterday adalah dalam 5x kot dia sedih and cried. ye lahhh..dengan nak lawan villains lagi...and nak kesian dekat aunty dia lagi...and teringat pasal parents dia mati lagi...and broke up with Gwen and she had to move to England lagikkk...and then si Gwen....eh, too much info. stress giler jadi Spidey no wonder la dia tak membesar. tidur tak lena, makan tak kenyang agaknya kan? but personally for me, watching Spidey this time macam takde 'ummpphhh' ...i expected something more. something more....exciting. thrilling. nerve-wrecking. something yang would make go 'NOOOOoooooOOOoooo!!!!' ..the only adrenaline rush i had was following him main lompat sana sini within the buildings. that was fun. macam naik flying fox yang terhoyong-hayang. this time macam takde climax. maybe cause it was mostly predictable. *mata kuyu* but thumbs up to Electro. Jamie Foxx played t

the lawyer. the wife and the boobs. now, there's Mark. who has a wife, Kate. who also has an exclusive girlfriend, Carly. who also has a super hot scandal, Amber. and when they meet one another, they became good friends. hence, good bye Mark sila pergi jahanam. throughout the movie all i could think of was...perempuan tetap perempuan. macamana sakit hati or keras hati or malas nak layan or meroyan or menyampah or meluat or copycat nak mampos or benci sangat or semua yang sama waktu dengannya...we still end up caring for each other. at the end of the day, sedar ke tak sedar, we actually forgive. ladies please go watch it with ur besties. have a girls day out n include this chick-flick in. watch it with ur man if u wanna drop him some hints of 'tis-is-what-u-get-if-you-betray-me' kinda thing. nasty ending i tell you. guys, if you intend to stare at some real boobies size D or drool over Nicki Minaj's nice trunk, tag a few friends along n leave girlfriends at home. if

oh no..i think i missed a couple of weeks punya review...terlupa (with a dash of malas) tapi takpe bila rajin nanti ill just do some write up ok? so tis week, Brick Mansions is out. clearly everyone yang datang to watch this movie is watching sebab Paul Walker. i am one of those people. semata. pastu bila mamat tu keluar kat screen..sebak! sobs..sobs.. storyline...not bad. start2 citer je ull be impressed by those 'pakour moves' by Lino. dia 2nd hero dalam citer nie. quite smooth lompat sana lompat sini macam main video game. hehe..somehow reminds me of a the movie step up n divergent combined. like any other action movies, ada good guys and ada bad guys and ada the lagi badder guys. ada one hot chick yang pretty giler n one sexy chick yang suam2 kuku. of course, kawan2 lain yang ramai tak semena-mena. Brick Mansions is actually a no-go area for rakyat jelata. it's an area where gangsters n mobs n drug dealers n mereka yang sama waktu dengannya berhabitat. none of the r

90 weeks ago. i signed up. 90 weeks later, i somehow reached my 999th post. giler siot. i mean for orang lain tak giler sangat la but for me, giler siot. and selama ive been posting, ive never deleted not even one post BUT someone did deleted 1 post before FOR me..no wait, for diri sendiri n kawannya juga mungkin. tapi takpe la..post yang itu i redha. my posts are not for suka2. my posts are not for people...okay, maybe yang ada #mohonterasa or #towhomitmayconcern is. it's mainly for me. for me to remember my moments in life. to remember my feelings on that day. that is why it's only 1 post a day...and if it's more than 1 pretty sure the other fews are to complete the storyline of the day. pernah ada yang request for me to delete my old posts. as much as i wanna respect that request, unfortunately i wont. partly sebab im one hell of a degil person so i refuse. and another part is because those are my pictures taken with my camera, so dont u think that request is

sabtu lepas, i mencari cinta dekat konsert. (nampak tak statement bakal kene sound dgn LVDV tu? mati gwe!) hehehe...okay i betolkan ayat. sabtu lepas, i dapat cinta kat konsert. eh?!?! okay fine...sabtu lepas, i pegi Konsert Judika Mencari Cinta. obviously pergi dengan yg dicintai n dikasihi n disayangi. obviously i takpayah cari cinta sangat tapi cari cinta dengan Judika di konsertnya itu perlu sebab....his voice memang buat korang jatuh cinta. have u heard him sing? live? hawwwmawwwgaddddd....his voice is sick! sickly awesome-nak-mams! u get me right? how am i describing tis? how can u not fall in love the moment he sing.. "dengarlah sayangku, tiada yang lain saat ini..engkaulah yang ada dihati, selamanya ada dihati" ...memang macam spoof! kene spell jatuh cinta there and then. disclaimer: he got married last august. demmitz! konsert starts at 9pm...we were there since 430pm. gigih mencari cinta kan? hahaha..nahhh, had a quick bbq garden session for bfas

my 1st advice about watching this movie is  please make it your last choice. my 2nd advice is make sure korang cukup tido to watch it. final advice, janganlah makan sambil menonton, you'll end up like me, makan tak abis. i wouldnt say citer nie tak best but i think it was a bit too slow. draggy a bit and too slow. it's everywhere here n there and too slow. u get me right? it's about a team of DEA, headed by Breacher (Arnold Schwazenegger) who screwed up big time during a drug raid. they lost (or rather like stole) 10mil during the operation. 6 months down the road, Breacher had to do office chores while the case was under investigation. obviously authorities cannot do anything and they were back on the job. after a while, one by one of the team members were killed brutally. and when i say brutally...you'll be seeing kepala pecah, body parts everywhere, isi perut orang, direct straight tembak in the head, kelar leher, mayat kembong in the lake, mayat dalam peti ais

sometimes u wonder, how friendship works over the years. between me n Annie n Acha, above picture explains how. they're just like family. that's why our bonding are like sisters. that's why they are my giloss-people.  who in the world would check status catu air for u pukul 1.36am? Annie would. i didnt ask her to. she just did. and informed us right away. sorry for the bodoh line..hormones pompuan tgh emosi kan..hahaha. masa the whole catu air started, she posted the listing on our fb. cray-cray right? But i guess that's how we show love n care to each other.  i dont get to see these too as often as i want to. masing2 dgn life sendiri. masing2 busy dgn anak2 (annie has a boy, acha 2 girls n 1 boy n 1 in d oven, me ada 6 cats, 1 hedgehog n 1 baby bunny..nampak x busy giler kat situ?) masing2 ada 24hrs in a day. but we've been in each other lives without fail for the past 18yrs. i have no idea how i survived them. serious.  who in the world would t

this movie was much awaited.and for that wait, i must say it was best giler. lagi best giler-giler if u watch it in 3D. lagi dan lagi best dan best giler-giler n super giler if u watch it kat IMAX. definitely we're gonna watch it again at IMAX, lvdv cakap.. dia kan Marvel fanatic. :) starting movie was a bit slow cause Steve a.k.a Captain America was doing his normal jogs. but the moment dia stop lari...i was like... "hish badan kauuuuu" ...berkepak tau! Damn fineeee...but that is not the review. itu point of view. Hehe.. comparing to the first movie, this was definitely an awesome sequel. Notice the penggunaan best n giler earlier? Yups...worth a thumbs up. Jalan cerita biasa la cliche a bit, superhero stuffs...but cliche with a twist!  they had some additional characters Black Widow n Falcon but nothing beats the super-mysterious Winter Soldier. he doesnt come out all the time but when he does, ull be like... "giler siot dia nie" ...sebabnya awe

i just knew, direct translation to the word Divergent is 'mencapah' it BM. that's d first thing you'll notice masa starting of the movie. hahaha..well okay let's see apa yang dicapahkan..huhu this movie is almost but not quiet the same as Hunger Games. someone told me it's a trilogy therefore nie kira 1st part and i think if u dont watch this one u will not understand the sequels kot..sebab part 1 nie explains apa itu mencapah..hahaha..ok ok that sounded weird..definition of Divergent tu apa. so in this particular world where everyone lives in Chicago, they are separated into 5 fractions; Amity, Candor, Abnegtion, Dauntless and Erudite. Each puak has their own ciri2 , own ketua, own jobs, own strenght and own weaknesses. at a certain point of teenage life, you are required to undergo a test which helps you to define your own self and to which puak are you most belonged to. But despite the results of the test, you are still entitle to self-choose which fraction

Universal Studios Singapore was never on my #wishlist but since lil sis Mira wanted to go (again) so we thought why not just for her birthday treat this year. and since the bf tagged along and we discovered his b'day was in march as well so...double celebration la! i havent been to Singapore for ages. and by ages, it was in 1992. Singapore was my last trip with arwah atuk we went to Pulau Sentosa ( that was new kot masa tu ) and d year after that he passed away. i wore a yellow tshirt and green 3/4 tights pants n rambut no-rebonding. thank God no fashion police arrested me. what was i thinking! hoh! so 22yrs fast forward...i still wore a 3/4 tights pants to Singapore. hahahaha..i just realised after dah balik JB. suratan atau kebetulan atau kebongokans. hahaha..or maybe it was just my style in Singapore. lmao. as usual, trip started early morning after breakfast but we sampai USS nearly almost noon. as usual, i do things that i don't do (anymore) in my own country lik

bertuah punya budak is when ur darling gurlfriends buzzez u on whatsapp at 3pm-ish request nak makan kat umah on a sunday...ETA 6pm-ish. perah otak pikir apa nak masak...yang senang and yang sedap. *eh sedap ke? Haha* obviously my choice will always be pasta. paling senang and paling cepat. Zuzu was in town last weekend...bakal pengantin was doing some shopping. Since she stays in Terengganu, her visits to KL are somewhat special...and since dia je yang slalu takde masa melepak with Zizi n Zaza so i guess let's cook something different for Zuzu. As different as new resipi-bedal first time try out..haha. Jom masak Corned Beef Pasta! Bahan2: Pasta - i used linguini Corned beef Shitake mushrooms Cherry tomatoes Cili padi - suka hati brapa banyak pon Bawang besar + bawang putih How to: 1. Tumis bawang + cili padi sampai golden brown then add the corned beef. Biar sampai almost garing. 2. Add in garam before masukkan pasta n mushrooms. 3. Ad

first date. first karoks. first song. okay, not the first concert but at least Ungu sang liveeeeeeee....fall in love all over again. *gedebuk!* Pasha was such a cute permandangan i barely took my eyes off him. kadang-kadang in between songs, i forgot LVDV kat sebelah for about 10seconds sebab was sooo into him. hahaha... eh, that's not me being fanatic. just being homaii-comeynya-ko-pasha-oiiiii .... *sengih* im a sucker for love songs. and mostly Ungu punya love songs are about patah hati and break-ups and cinta tak kesampaian and what not, but i dont care cause i sing them like im in love. totally the opposite. remember their song tajuk Sayang? that's entirely about the guy wanting to break-up with the girlfriend dengan cara sopan...and suppose to be sedih right? but when i sing (mostly in the car while driving alone), jadi lagu jom-break-tapi-u-still-have-to-love-me-no-matter-what. gilerrrrr takkkk kau nieeee...tapi tu contoh je la. not my favorite pon. why would a

Nie namanya gigih. one of my bestfriend, Annie posted this on facebook siap tag nama me n Acha. and it all started with a hi hello conversation in whatsapp which i dont know how it lead to issue Selangor takde air. then they both were blabbing about tengah basuh baju sebab takot takde air. one thing after another, Annie siap call Syabas to enquiry. owh wait, did i told you this conversation took place at about 1130ish pm?!?! Sebab tu laa...gigih. hahahaha! ive known them like forever. high-school besties. u know..those girlfriends whom parents tak bagi kawan sangat sebab masing2 mengajar yang bukan2 and ntah apa2...ajar sneak-out laa...ajar pegi dating laa..ajar ponteng skolah laa..dan lain2 yang sama waktu dengan-nya. now, they're the best souls i know...im glad we stayed friends through thick and thin. through singles and couples. through happy and sad. through weddings and divorcings. through laki dulu ke laki sekarang..hahahaha and over the years, lepas dah beranak-pinak s

you know what's fun having friendships yang bertahun-tahun n tahun-tahun?... reunions! just had two sessions last sunday. it's one of the best feeling when u know you're catching up with those people who are close to heart..with whatever life stories they share, whom u havent met for months but still the bonding is like you've never been apart. starting off with "miyaaaa, bulatnya perut u! bersalin next week eh?" ..followed by "u wanna go back to Kuching alisa? but u just got hereee..whyyyy" and continues with "i will always remember what u say Tania, when it's the matter of the heart..." ..and over a lunch meals n cupcakes we covered quite a bunch of topics. with or without partners the conversation is never awkward. at all. then later, when somehow somewhat a right moment comes along, whatsapp messages suddenly turns into "eh korang dinner umah la eh malam nie. i masak" ...session starts from 7pm to 1am. food, movie, camwh

Jangan ingat instagram je ada #throwback eh..tengah rajin nak blog nie kita sumbatkan skali kat sini. Why not right? Hehehe.. Been wanting to blog this dah lama kot..tapi tak pernah menyempat. So throwback yang pertama dalam blog nie is for a few months ago punya Konsert Destini!! Sesuai la kan nak throwback sebab a few months ago (technically it was last year) adalah bukan semalam, bukan last week dan juga bukan awal pagi tadi punya cerita. Konsert yang ini feel dia lain skit sebab it was held in UiTM Shah Alam, kat  dewan baru atas bukit. i had to menapak (in heels okayyyy..) from d parking place kat padang kawad. Dah tercungap and basah ketiak baru tahu we couldve took the vip parking passes. Hampeh. Line up was mostly the good ones. The night we went ada Dayang Nurfaizah, Hafiz, Adira, Amy Search, Dato CT, Jac, Pasha and Rossa! Ohsem...paling ohsem when Rossa walked by next to me! Next okayyyy...excited lasted for 10mins max. What lasted longer than that was Muara Hati LIVE from

eh tetiba nak share resipi pulak...bole ke? sila harap maklum that ive deleted my food-blog due to kemalasan nak handle bebanyak blog..masa mencemburui ku gituhhh! last time i check it was like 3 bulan skali aku hapdate blog tu so apa kejadah namanya kan? i think here is also relevant to share whatever i cook..kan? so when it comes to cooking..im a Rachel Ray n Nigella fanatic. paling selalu is resipi yang guna paling sikit barang n bahan...my baking is fancier than my cooking. Hehe..and there are times i help out friends who ask for recipes but mostly paling senang ill just ask korang teringin nak makan apa n ill just masak n sila datang umah untuk fulfill keinginan tekak itu.. tapi lately with business growing by day (alhamdulillah...) i dont have time nak tolong masakkan so korang kene la masak sendiri i help out bagi resipi je ok? so for Lala Goreng Pedas: Bahan2: Lala Cili padi Bawang putih Sos tiram How to: 1. Tumbuk cili padi n bawang putih kasar2 ...how

"supercalifragilisticexpialidocious" if you dont know that term. go do yourself a favor and watch Mary Poppins before watching this. hehehe.. now, masa kecik2 dulu, who doesn't want a nanny who comes through your window? oh heck, masa dah besar nie kalo ada nanny datang tetiba pon sama je aku excited. but nowadays, through the door would be more nicer laa kan... if ure expecting all songs and dancing and chirpy movie then don't watch. it's nothing like that cause it's a deep soul motivation movie. expect a lot of talking and plenty of imagining. if u love, Disney you'll love this movie and if u love Mary Poppins, you'll understand this movie even better.  just so you know ada Collin Farrel dalam citer nie. it took me a while to recognize him. usually he's in all those lawan-lawan stuff but this time he is Ginty's dad. good looking as usual but mostly all the time drunk. just so you know jugak ada scene sedih in this movie. get ready a pack

i said yes. tis date. a year ago. and from that day on, inseparable. head over heels and all those makan minum mandi tak basah tak kenyang crap. actually kan..to be exact before yes was 'alaaa...napa today?' boleh takkk aku niee..hahaha. wasnt much becoz it was Vday ( n it wasnt me dia wish last year..choiii ) but bcos tis was d same date as my ex with dia punya ex. ha'ah pompuan memang complicated n tak tentu arah mengada. I know it has nothing to do with me pon but for the last 6yrs i avoided the date... oh well..im a Gemini. I dont usually remember everything but if it matters, sampai mati pon maybe ill ingat. i said maybe. if it doesnt then pegi mams. u know? i have a soft spot for memories. i somehow refuse to get rid of them. tak kira la memories best ke..tak best ke..syiok ke..macam haram ke..i just have tis lil library in my brain stuck with these junks. then again..memories that matters only. and did i tell u im a super-hype gal over making new ones? yes..me. fo

oh my february... there's something about this month that i have a "love and hate collides" thingy. macam-macam discoveries and stories and nonsense and im at a stage where the term 'whatever' starts with a capital W. my hate is keeping me low key. keeping my circle small. the smallest to the extend nowadays i pick and choose whom to meet up with. faktor umur probably..haha. but really, lately, weekends are usually only with LVDV or families. i have tons of pending coffee sessions. gotta make time for those...probably next month. bulan nie im that blunt in blurting my words so let's just keep it simple and tak yah semak kepala otak. business is growing...alhamdulillah. im thankful. currently still searching for its momentum but i think so far i can manage. being my own boss is pretty much memenatkan but the satisfaction i get is rewarding. im so glad i get to help people and their thank yous are my motivation. my love this month is......a new discov

excuse me. what's with the angkat kening? im a Malaysian...so yes, i support local movies as well okay? ...and i sing to their OST too just so u know :p semalam pegi tengok screening Kami Histeria. memang agak histeria la jugak ohsemnya! ahahaha..gotta say this movie is pretty cool. bole la letak dalam kategori #mustwatch ...and probably bakal dalam kategori watch berkali-kali. sebab......it's fun! if ure a penakut sila tengok ramai-ramai but hellooooo....Fazura jadi hantu kot. her face is so not scary la! she's in a super tight kebaya with really blood-red lipstick. black long hair. paku kat tengkok. tak scary lahhhh!!! u people who drools over her might suka bangat. and she sings this time. yups. sings. well...err, kinda sings. jarang sebenarnya local movies buat comedy and scary yang menjadik but this one im giving 4 out of 5 stars. honestly it's a fun chick-flick. pelakon sumer sedap mata memandang..and jalan cerita sedap mata menonton. every character was